You'll never find another girl like me
A girl who put up with all your lies and cheating
A girl who lived with all the scars you caused
A girl who put up with everything
Til it killed her inside
And even then loving you with all her soul
She lost herself in you
She lost her spirit for you
She suffered everything for you
Yet there she stood, lonely and hurt
Glancing in a mirror by accident
She saw herself for the first time in ages
She saw the faded smile
The hollow eyes
The broken soul
She broke down for awhile
She knew she needed you there and then
But where were you?
That's when she realised
She knew she needed out
From your chains she was bound in
From your grip of her
She needed to set her heart free
Oh, the heartache it took
The tears, just to let you go
And now you try crawling back into her life?
Enough is enough
A heart can only take so much
And for you,
This heart has reached its edge
This time it's over
And finally, it's for good.
today i remembered what it felt to be in your arms again i felt your skin against mine i felt your heartbeat Like i used to feel it when you held me close i felt you breathe ever so slowly, silent breaths
today i remembered how it felt to love you all over again i wish we could go back to that time that time when i felt safe whenever you were near that time when all the hurt in the world mattered nothing because i had you
today i remembered what it feels like to feel alone again i know what it's like now to feel so lost to lose yourself, to trip and fall to not have that crutch to hold you up i lost my balance a long time ago and you weren't there to pull me up when i needed you the most.
Those days we had, were the best parts of my life. To this day, you're still a part of my heart. You always will be. You were, are, my first real love. Your laugh, still makes me laugh the way it did before. Your lame jokes, still make me crack up as much as they did before. You made me laugh all the time. Yeah, we had those rough times, but those dont even seem to matter anymore. You're not mine to love anymore. But I'm okay with that now. I'd rather have you in my life as my friend, then not at all. ♥
Your words are empty You say them but you dont mean it You whisper them And the air carries it away Your promises are just that Words Didnt anyone ever tell you That you shouldnt ever Make promises you cant keep Especially not to someone With a heart as fragile as mine Your silence speaks louder than your words They cut me like a knife Words you say Could never hurt as much as The words unsaid
I feel so stupid. and now i feel like i need to hate you. you lied to me. you promised that i'd be the only one in your heart. you lied. because now i find out, that im not the only one. i knew about one. yes that one. but you told me you'd let it go that she'd be your past from the present and onwards. but here i am in the corner of my little room and the voice in my head screaming at me the echo of my friend telling me about the others about you and the others and now i feel so fucking stupid. because i fell into your web of lies and now my heart stings with the pain of you its like u cut open my healing wound and rubbed salt on it thank u so much you've made my life a bed of nails now thank u. no amount of words u will have to say can make this better can make this feeling go away so you just stand there looking dumb and let me fall apart and you can walkaway anytime because i am not your responsibility you dont have to pretend you love me anymore. i dont give a damned you're making me feel bitter you're making me ache in my heart but i dont care i dont want to i dont need to my life is still a story being told and the rest, as they say is still unwritten but the parts with u in it i shall just black out. because the memories hurt too much
When you look at me Your deep dark eyes, they search my soul When you smile at me My heart warms up It beats faster every second Every second that i think of you
I smile at the thought of you I laugh at the things u say You captured my heart Just by making me feel this way By making me laugh
I dream of you But then i lie about it Just so you wont know When really, its those dreams That i want to come true
I think of you I wonder how it would feel To have your arms around me You arms around me, protecting me A safe haven
So hold my hand And dont let go We'll walk this road together We're not alone We've got each other
You ran your fingers over my lips Your thumb caressed my upper lip As my lower lip trembled You let your hands explore my hips And you went in for the dip As you kissed me your hands fumbled That memory of that last day Remains so clearly in my mind The way you held me that night The way you kissed me before you went away.
You left me to bleed I bled through my heart I bled through my lips Through every part of me you ever touched It's like you left after doing the deed The deed of breaking me once we'd part Cos you knew that every time i saw you my heart did flips You knew once you left it'd hurt too much
And you were right You walked away leaving my bloody lips It's like you bit me so hard And left my blood to trickle down my face You left me crying crimson tears into the darkest hours of the night Because of the things you did i took trips Down that stairway to hell, drew myself away from the Lord I lost myself for days
I write you this note Crying silent tears Though you've left me This heart still bleeds with love So here's to you and me It's ending finally So here's my love letter to you Sealed With a Bloody Kiss
I have dreams sometimes about my chest splitting open and blood rushing out my heart jumping out as if having a seizure the blood spilling all over my body leaking onto my wrist that wrist with the tattoo that tattoo of you
So i paint a picture of this dream Hoping they stop coming back to me but they just keep haunting me no matter how hard i try they wont leave me alone
so i pick up that shiny thing i run my fingers over its edges it's shiny sharp edges but when i reach the tip i suddenly realise i'm laying in a pool of blood pouring out from my wrist i look down and i see the pool of blood all around me blood rushing out of my wrist that one, with the tattoo of you
i woke up this morning wondered what happened why am i here
i used to think the blood on my hands was the pain, the hurt, the anger of being without you near me but now i see the pain is from everything that is you the hurt is from everything you do the anger is form everything you dont do
you keep giving me hope then taking it away you keep making those promises but you never keep them anyway and suddenly i remember you are the knife that's cutting me you and everything you are is the reason why i'm still bleeding.
I know what’s happening is so wrong I know I shouldn’t let it go on But I can’t help falling in love with you I’m so confused I don’t know what to do I’m losing my mind going insane I’m sick of playing this game
But I don’t know how to stop it I just can’t forget That feeling when you’re near Those bumblebees in my tummy The sweat running down my forehead Doesn’t it all tell you something?
When you’re near I’m breathless and confused I just want to hold you But when you’re here I’m lost for words Words I need to say wont come out
When you leave You take away my light, my air I’m blinded and I can’t breathe When you turn around I want to reach out and touch you And make you mine
Everything I’m feeling for you It feels so right It’s what I’ve been waiting for So why does it confuse me? Why does it leave me in a daze when I think of you?
